Addicted to POAS

Mariah

So this am I took a HPT and within about 30 seconds the second line on the FRER showed up and was pretty prominent . I am

Only 5 to 6 dpo if I am counting it right ! But it faded away there is still a vvvvvvvfl but it was super pink then went lighter just not completely away?! Am I crazy lol I have problem and very little patients lol so can y u ladies help and also maybe help me understand when I am supposed to count the days from DPO and if I include the days idk I am going crazy