I was pregnant in the beginning of August. Ended up misscarring and had laparoscopic surgery to remove endometriosis. This one wasn't planned, I wanted to wait another 6 months. I don't even feel excited yet. I don't want to get excited because I was absolutely devastated last time. I feel like a bad mom to be because I'm not jumping for joy. Is there anyone else out there feeling this way... feels pretty lonely right now. UPDATE I will not tolerate negativity on this post. I just need support right now.