I swear I’m not crazy

I’m just saying. I don’t see why my being sad I’m not in a relationship means I lack self-esteem. Friend of mine even suggested I take anti-depressants 🙄 I mean mind you neither of them could manage being single longer than a month and I’ve managed to sustain about six years worth of this. Maybe I’m discouraged that every method I’ve been suggested to try isn’t working, or a bit lonely that everyone has a man to share with and and have sex with and enjoy moments with but me. There’s nothing wrong with me. I just think it’s about time there’s someone I could call mine, and maybe even try for forever with