Ladies who are TTC. I have only just maybe in the last 3 months found out the meaning of mixed feelings (hubby and I have been TTC for 8 months). Like truly! Please tell me I’m not the only one, who when they see a friends pregnancy announcement or get told of a pregnancy that a little part of their heart breaks. But you are happy as well! Am I being selfish? I am truly overjoyed for everyone who has a bundle of miracle growing inside them. But somehow I still manage to shed a tear or two.