wow amazing baby

so after checking on my baby shes 5lbs now

3w left

i have been suffering from severe comps like anxiety... yesterday i cried bc i was and still am in a hospital bed I PANICKED WHEN I DIDNT SEE A SEAT BELT

and while my dad was driving i almost jumped out his car bc i was gonna be late getting home forgetting he was my ride home.. but nun she cant handle

heart rate stays at 130+ and below 145 so thats great

when i play her song it drops down to 127 so i hope that was her being happy about her favorite song i sing to her every day

contractions got worst over the few weeks i doubt she makes it 3 weeks bc shes strong and big and stretching alot just might break the water sac at exactly 2w from now

drs only gave me up to 37 w not sure why but i agree bc my son was 6lbs popped at 37+ hope she does the same so my depression can go away