I need some uplifting words I guess.. and to vent. My son is almost 3 weeks old and was born with a heart condition that will require surgery. He can't nurse long cus it tuckers him out and he prefers the bottle due to it being less effort for him. I have been pumping and trying EVERYTHING to increase my supply but it's still dwindling, and secretly i hate pumping. I feel so guilty though giving him formula. I feel so inadequate not being able to feed my son. And on top of all of that he hasn't been gaining weight. I feel so helpless right now and out of control. Has anyone else had these feelings and frustrations with feeding?