last year I found out i was pregnant for the first time! I was so excited and happy and everything seemed to be going great! until I hit 20 weeks... I found myself in the hospital with loss of membranes and in active labor..I held on for 4days until on Saturday October 8th 2016 I finally gave birth. my daughter was only 21 weeks old and extremely premature and even tho she was born alive there was nothing the doctors could do! only two months later I end up pregnant again except I was determined to make it to end with this baby! I made it and delivered a healthy little boy Jeremiah who weighed 6lbs 9 oz and 20 in long! he is a true blessing😍 yesterday my daughter turned 1 and I wont lie it was like I was numb I couldn't cry and didn't know why.... dont know what is wrong with me but nmw I love both my kids very very

much!