I’ve posted about this guy before but for anyone who hasn’t seen that post, here is a condensed version. On August 24, my ex and I had a huge fight. I had become involved with someone else and when he wanted to know if I slept with the other guy I told him it was none of his business. Needless to say he didn’t take it well and we fought. My ex and I had managed to stay friends from when we broke up on New Years <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> til the day we fought. So afterwards I blocked him on Facebook, facebook messenger and from being able to call me or text me. So from September 13 he starts messaging me through Plenty of Fish (which is were we originally met). Of course I don’t reply back. But then on the 15th, he sends me a message that really gets to me and I reply. We start fighting again but at the end of it all he said that he really cares about me and wants to be friends again. I said I don’t know and needed to think. Then we didn’t talk at all the next day. That Sunday (the 17th) we started talking. It was a civil conversation. He said he wanted to try again as a couple. Again I said I don’t know and needed to think about it. I made it clear if we did that it would have to be different. I also made it clear that I’m looking for a relationship that will last and that I’m getting to the point were I’m going to want children sooner rather than later. He said he was fine with that. So we’re getting along but then everything changes and we start fighting again. At the end of the fight we basically ended thing. I said some things that I didn’t mean. And I’m sure he didn’t mean everything he said either. We haven’t talk since then. He had even deleted his profile from Plenty of Fish. But he recently created a new one. Yesterday he was looking at my profile. I want to apologize for what I said that I didn’t mean but I know if I do there’s a chance he’ll want to say he wants to try again and I’m still sure if I want to. The guy I was involved with was trying to be a fwb. And I did go out with someone else that I hoped was going to turn into something real, but I haven’t heard from him in a couple of weeks.

A part of me feels like I should just let it go. Just let it be over. But I still feel bad about what I said. Should I apologize or let it go?