Emotions 🤷🏼‍♀️

So my boyfriend just broke up with me yesterday. But I was sooooooo down for him. I really thought we had a forever. It sucks. Bad. But I’m a little bit relieved. He was very controlling. He didn’t like me wearing makeup without him around. He didn’t like me wearing shorts without him around. He didn’t like me in clubs at school. He didnt like the college prep program I’m in. He wanted me to drop 90% of my guy friends. He didn’t want me to drink. He didn’t even really like me going anywhere. He once got mad at me because I was driving too much and couldn’t talk to him. I miss him. I do. I wish he could just change and have not been controlling. I love him tbh. I know y’all are gonna be rude and say I’m dumb and I guess thats okay. I’m used to it. But those who have been in a similar situation understand that I want him, just not his attitude on certain things. He was generally nice. Sweet. Lovey. Romantic. Until he got jealous. sigh. But it’s so odd to have this freedom.