TWW Can Be So Stressful.

I need to vent. TWW is so stressful. I’m three days away from AF. Last time I was pregnant (ended in ectopic at six weeks), I was pretty in denial since I was NOT expecting to be pregnant. But now this time, I’ve looked at EVERY sign I could.

I am having cramping that I can’t ignore. It’s been like this since last week. But I didn’t have cramping over the weekend and now I’m cramping again. Some of my cramps are down by my hair line/pubic area but not necessarily inside my vagina? If that even makes sense. It’s like a throbbing. It comes and goes. I’ve moved too fast a couple times and got a “zinger” in my side twice, days apart though.

I check my cervix but its unreliable when it comes to checking for pregnancy but I can’t deny the fact it is so high I almost can’t reach it and soft right now. But it changes so much. My emotions and moods are ALL over the place. For example, I woke up from my nap pissed off because I was starving. Lmfao. But I can’t tell if it’s PMS irritability or pregnancy. Ugh!!