Hello mommies! I’m a FTM here & I think I’m going through PP depression. Not sure. My fiancé is away on training for the US Army. He comes back Friday which is a good thing! But meanwhile, ever since I came home from the hospital after giving birth to my little girl, I’ve been a wreck. Every night I cry for no reason! Tears just start streaming down my face. Then I realize I’m just scared of this new mommy life. I’m 18 turning 19. I’m in college but I took the fall semester off. I want to go back to work soon but I’m afraid to leave my baby behind so young but I want to be able to provide and support my little family as much as I can. I’m also scared when I start school again how I’ll handle it all. I don’t know if this is PP depression or what. I don’t know if it’s because I’m lonely and overthink but I might make a counseling appointment. I need advice, opinions, suggestions, anything please!