I TOLD MYSELF ......

La

I told myself I wasn’t going to get excited , that I wasn’t going to test soon that I will let God decide when it was right but I failed 😔 and after 4 days of crying 😢 and realizing my period was here ..... I guess I can say I’m done trying i feel like I’m losing myself in all this process ..... for years I was so worried about getting pregnant cause I was with the wrong person and now that I’m married to the right person it just doesn’t happen why ??? ........ I’m sorry ladies I just needed to vent 😨