Okay so last night I had sex for the first time this year. I kinda overdid it last year and I didn’t want to “hoe out” anymore so I kinda calmed down. So when I had sex previously, I was really really submissive and really shy not making any noise or letting my partner know what made me feel good.

So last night I feel like I grew tf up! Oh, I’m almost 20. So he came over last night and usually before sex I get really nervous and start shaking but I was fine! Which really really surprised me.

So .. the sex! I don’t get off with guys. Never have. Previously used to fake it but last night I told him that it just doesn’t happen. But I loved HIM. Not LOVED him.. but loved HIM. Get it? His ways. He was kinda freaky, I wish he was more freaky! He choked me, bit my nipple rings, held my hands back during doggy and made me suck his finger! Like.... fantasy come true please!!!

AM I THE ONLY ONE ???? That actually thinks that that sort of thing if one of the major turn ons! Like choking, hair pulling, teasing ..... okayyy I’m about to call him over! Hah

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