Sexuality

I am happily married with a beautiful baby boy. But late last year my husband encouraged some girl on girl action and some 3 ways. I found myself wanting to do stuff with her more than him. I love him. But untill now i have never felt the things i have when i am with her. He knows all about it. I was tought that it is wrong but my body feels so different and i cant help but to want girls now.. I just need someone to talk to about the way i feel. Cant talk to him bc i dont want him to think i dont love him.