patience

so I had a miscarriage last month and this month I started spotting brown blood only when I wiped but didn't last a whole day than on and off and yesterday a took a test and at first it said negative than I checked it again and there was a faint positive but last month the same thing happened the positive didn't show till later on but I was pregnant I had all the symptoms I went to the ER they said I miscarried now I'm like I'm just gonna wait til next week and test again I'm not gonna even tell my husband cause I don't want him to get excited cause we both were excited last month we really want to have a baby