What do I do

We’ve been dating for nearly a year and ive finally let you finger me.. however I just didnt let you see the parts of me down there.. I just stayed under the blanket.. you say it’s silly that I would let you do that but not see, and u say u dont really mind, but I can’t bring my confidence up for that yet.. no ones ever saw those parts of me.. I don’t want to disappoint you. What if you don’t like it that when I shave I accidentally cut myself so it’s red and Blotchy, and I just don’t think I’m attractive down there.. what do I do.