Is this rape...?

My boyfriend came over and I had no intent on having sex. Tbh I didn’t want to have sex. But when we came in he forced me to go to my room bc he said he wanted to see it. But then he started to pull down my pants and I told him to stop many times then he just ripped them off... I lost my virginity... and it was unprotected

But is this rape? :(

Update: I’m really scared to talk to anyone about this. I haven’t told the police or my parents ...

I’m scared it will get out at school and everyone will think of me differently... I don’t have any friends to talk to about this. And I am currently still with this guy... I am also now ashamed of my body