Getting frustrated

Sarah

Been TTC baby number 2 for two cycles now, and I've never ever had spotting leading up to my period, it's always been 100% regular but since TTC my cycle has gone out of whack. Last month I started spotting around expected implantation about 5 days before expected period and it was on and off for 5 days then bam period. This month I've started spotting again a week before expected period. The first day DPO8 I had the tiniest little blob of pinkish coloured cm, then nothing. DPO9 same thing. DPO10 I had nothing all morning then around 11am watery pink, but then nothing again until around 7pm with a little pink, and it's now DPO11 and I've had nothing. Been cramping the whole time though. I'm just so frustrated and wish if it's my period it would just come and if it's not then please stop!