Cycle buddy for 10/20

I'd love some support and distraction while I wait to test. My best friend just announced she's pregnant and while I'm happy for her, it's got me hyper focused on my own wait for the BFP. I'm 30 and trying for #1. I've wanted this for so long. First of my friends to get married. Now the last one to start a family. Gifs, memes, and positive thoughts are all appreciated.

Update: AF kicked off early because who doesn't love spontaneity. 😡 Work also added its own drama so today was fantastic all around. My fingers are still crossed for all of you that this is your month. If not, we'll go around again next month.