My husband changed his mind about us...

After four years, we finally agreed to start trying. (Ive wanted to try since literally two months after we met.) Right on time for my fertile week! YESSS.

Mmmmmm no. We had sex twice, and the third time he didn’t get off (which has never ever happened before). Turns out, it’s because he doesn’t feel ready. He only said he was because he felt bad making me wait. But he actually can’t get it up at the thought of having kids with me.

So I guess it’s back to waiting. I am devastated.