Postnatal dilemma:(

Hi I'm new & I'm glad to have a place to vent and rant...

I'm a working mummy of a 4th month old bb girl-life really feels very tiring especially I went back to work when she's 6-7weeks old and bb is taken care by a trusted nanny...

I'm now like a weekend mummy...& I'm feeling very lousy because I miss my bb so much but yet, I can't handle her at night...