This will be my 3rd viable pregnancy and I'm so overwhelmed and scared I don't know what's come over me, I managed my first 2 single handily after splitting from my ex husband there now 8 & 9yrs old but it's like I've forgot how I coped and have convinced myself I won't be able to and I'm having serious doubts about this baby ive had so many problems already and I'm only 25 weeks I have spinal problems as well as spd the dad is no help and were constantly arguing as he has chosen football over my emergency hospital Appoinments and left me to deal with finding someone to look after my first 2 children and being in hospital alone worrying about the one I'm carrying it's all getting to much for me I don't know what to do because of my health problems I've spent a lot of time in pain or being sick and trying to take care of a house and family I feel so feed up