AF showed up today. I feel defeated, and all I wanna do is lay in bed. My husband travels for work and he told me that he's probably not going to be home until sometime next month, which means that he's missing my next fertile window (Oct 21-26ish) and we're already out this cycle too. I know that I'm probably over reacting, but everything feels so hopeless right now. I've stared at so many negatives that I'm beginning to think that there isn't a positive in my future.