New..

I'm not sure if it's just my hormones going crazy or anything. But I can't remember things well, especially names. I have aspergers and I can not communicate my feelings properly.

In the earlier part of my life (around 7-12) I was very gullible. So I was emotionally manipulated, emotionally abused by my dad and step siblings, and everything was hell.

no one wanted to talk to me. I had extreme aspergers at the time.

I never really had any good examples or friends growing up. I fear everyone is a two face and a lier. Because that's how everyone was. I feel alone and confused