Trying for baby 2...

I’m 28. Divorced. (Left 2.5 years ago) I have a 3 year old w my ex husband.

My SO and I are trying for baby 2 (just started).

I feel mixed emotions bc we aren’t married. Terrified of starting over - but ready to. I know he’s the one. I know we will get married. He will be a fantastic father. He’s an amazing person.

I’m not sure why I feel the way I do.