Venting 😞 advice

I’m 16 years old 17 in 4 months so look today my boyfriend said he was gonna come get me and I asked my momma could I go she gon say fuck no like then she said it loud then my big sister gon say I hope my baby don’t ask me to go to boys house throwing shade .. im tired of sitting in this house all day everyday I already ain’t got no friends she think negatively she always think when I wanna go by a boy I wanna fuck like my period on and everything i just wanted to chill with him I’m finna just leave anyway but I know she gon try to put me out and I have nowhere to go .... I hate this family It’s no way to talk to her I tried she said fuck no like all that shit was not even caused for and I would have just went but shit I ain’t got nowhere to go when she put me out 🤷🏽‍♀️everytime he comes we just sit outside I guess he’s tired of that just imagine sitting outside the house every time like that shit embarrassing 🙄 Ik the thought popped in his head like I can’t go in .. that’s probably why he invited me to his house Cause he seen we can’t go in mine plus I’m tired of sitting at my house I know you guys might say talk to her I wish I was a boy I bet my little brother wouldn’t even have to ask twice to leave and go to a girl house.. I don’t even think she want me dating but he could do it and he’s 14 🤦🏽‍♀️ someone help me 😭 ...