My husband is starting to hate me..

My thoughts are consumed with getting pregnant! My husband is so excited that we are trying. Here lately I have been down a lot because it’s such a struggle every month getting another BFN! We have been trying for almost a year now! So many of my friends are announcing they are pregnant and I can’t even go around them much because all they talk about now is their baby! I am so very excited for them it’s just so hard on me! Every day is harder for me to do normal every day tasks! My husband has said I just look miserable and I don’t want him upset that I am upset but it’s getting too hard to hide! He is always asking me if I am even happy with him anymore. I assure him that I am just times are hard! I really just want to cry all day every day! It’s putting a toll on our relationship. I don’t want to push him away I just wish I could be happy.