So I was at this guys house and got high. We were laying down and I don't even remember exactly how it happened but we ended up having sex. I remember letting him start but then trying to push him off me once we started and he wouldn't stop. Then he left and went somewhere and started in again when I didn't want him to. But I never said anything though and I let him start. Was this rape? I also feel like I would have been able to stop it all if I wasn't high but I felt paralyzed almost.