One week away from 9 months ep

And I'm gonna have to start supplementing 😭😭😭 can y'all give ne some words of encouragement? I wanted so badly to breastfeed and when we couldn't I committed to pumping. She hasn't had a drop of formula in her life. I just wanted to be able to say she only had breast milk for 9 months but I've prepared a bottle of formula since I'm not pumping enough and my daughter's sick so she's been wanting milk just for comfort. doing everything in my power to catch back up to her demands but it's not looking like it's possible. if I can't catch back up then I guess I'll still pump as much as I can and continue to supplement with formula. I know this is silly to be so upset about but I feel so defeated.