7pm candle light

so everyone everywhere who has lost a child or miscarriage is lighting a candle at 7pm for awareness and 3 weeks ago we found out that out 5 day blastocyst failed to implant making our ivf cycle a negative for weeks I've not known what to make of this gutted still bruised from my injections thinking how much I'm to blame wondering weather or not to class it as anything but truth is we had a perfect 5 day blastocyst that was the start of a baby a baby we have longed for for 3 years and more since the loss of my mum 18 months ago and we havnt got that anymore so I'm lighting a candle for the embryo that wasn't destined for this world and leaving us wanting a baby more than we thought was possible ❤ good things come to those who wait eh? we will get there x