Ectopic Pregnancy Recovery

I am 23 years old. The first week in August, I woke up vomiting and in severe pain. after 6 hours of trying to sleep I left for the hospital. I am used to miscarriage, so I didn't think it was anything but that. I was unable to breathe, or lay down, which was something I had never experienced. After five hours in the ER, I was told my pregnancy was ectopic and I was bleeding out rapidly. my face had no color at all at this point. Within 10 mins, I was in surgery. I was 14 weeks along. I lost an ovary and fallopian tube. I am currently on my second period cycle since the surgery and I am in PAIN. i have always had really horroble periods due to endometriosis, but these cramps have me vomitting and crying. someone please help with some rememdies, i cant get out of bed!!!! my horomones are also really out of whack and my boyfriend cant understand why. any suggestions on how to explain it? Also, i am really depressed. i was so excited to have this baby, i love the man i am woth more than anything and we were so excited. lately all my friends are pregnant and i cannot carry longer than 12 weeks, except this time but it was EP. this is just the worst feeling.