So I lost my virginity, to a close friend I've known for 7 years, and I was bleeding like crazy after he penetrated me. .I didn't know until he immediately stopped and shared that it was a lot of blood dripping down. I bled on him, my bed & pillows , even on the floor, smh some got on his pants too. I WAS MORTIFIED. I just wanted to hide.

But He helped me up and asked if it was ok if he drew me a hot bath to clean me up and make me feel comfy. He was like don't worry I will wash you and take care of you while you relax.... After, he cleaned me up he walked me to the bed and asked if I wanted to cuddle. Of course I said yes, As we cuddled I was in my feelings and embarrassed as hell apologizing to him. He told me to stop saying sorry, because it's natural for a some virgins to bleed.He shared he is here for me and is going to take care of my body. He started to rub my back and gave me kisses until I felt better. He then asked what I wanted from him. I shared I wanted to feel him inside of me, and he got up and pulled me to the edge of the bed and hit it so good from behind. After we finished he picked me up and gave me kisses telling me how wonderful I am. He told me he got me and not to ever worry he would never judge me. The, next day he checked on me through text to make sure I was emotionally okay, and not beating myself up, (which I often do). Anyway I wanted to share, he really surprised me, and made me feel comfortable. I never had anyone treat me so sweet before.