I think I like girls. What does this mean?

Hello. I'm 20 years old and very confused about my sexuality. I know what you must be thinking reading the title of this post, but don't worry I am well aware that no one can dictate who I am or how I identify but me. I just want some opinions and maybe hear about some of your experiences regarding sexuality. So I lost my virginity when I was sixteen to a guy. I remained sexually active with that guy for over 2 years. I did enjoy sex with him. I haven't been with anyone since then and it's been a year since me and that guy broke up. I've never dated or been intimate with a woman before, but within this past year I'm discovering that I'm becoming more and more attracted to certain women. I'm confused because I know that nobody just turns gay, they've always been and they're just realizing it. And then they start to think back on all the signs they had growing up. I've never shown any sign of possibly being gay growing up. I never had crushes on girls. I mean in high school I did and I'd just be like "Eh no harm done everyone has girl crushes." But I think mine might be more than just a typical girl crush because I was having a conversation with some friends about that topic and they said they see girls that are hot just to recognize that they look good but could never kiss a girl. I could. They said they especially would never get physical with one. I think I could. That thought doesn't bother me. It's actually comforting. What does that mean? I still don't have the guts to ask a girl out because I'm not all the way comfortable with myself yet and I'm certainly not coming out any time soon because I don't know what to come out as. I don't know if I'm gay or bisexual or just confused. Part of me thinks labels are BS but part of me kinda wants to find mine so I can identify myself and be proud of it. I just know I'll lose a lot of family though if I were to ever admit any of this. Sorry for the long post. Just looking for some supportive community.