It finally happened, as I knew it would in the long run. My second love and I have officially ended and I am devastated. It's a lot like breaking up with your first love but worse. Logically you know you will be fine, that you will find love again, but you want to die still. See it hurts so much more because you had finally thought you found the one. Especially putting 2.5 years into it. At that point it comes to a make it or break it and well... we broke. I could think about it a million ways, try to explain it to myself, ask why, cry, scream, hope.... but it won't help. It is official my heart is broken once more. I am trying really hard to get through it, but it is fresh, and I know it will take time. Please pray for me and help me heal. 💔