I feel so alone in life. I have spent my entire life trying to create perfect relationships with people and helping them find love. But I get walked all over and left to be lonely. I just want to feel loved by someone who loves my flaws and my weirdness. I lay in bed at night longing for someone that hold me and comfort me while I drift off to sleep but no one is there. I have no one to go places with or to hold memories with. What am I doing wrong.