Insecure 😞

I have really bad acne and pitted scarring... the acne has gotten better than it was before but the scaring is worse. I’m so insecure about it and I can’t use the derma roller because I still have some active acne and if I use it for the scaring it’ll make the acne worse. 🤦🏽‍♀️ and I’ve been to dermatologist but since I’m medium skin toned they’re scared to help me because the don’t want to bleach my skin or cause any more damage. FML!!!! I switched to all natural products about a year ago and I’ve noticed the difference but I just want pretty skin. Like why tf does this have to be so hard.