Done playing the “I can’t do it” card

Well today marks the first day of the rest of my life. I am fed up with not feeling good and I am fed up with not being happy when I look in the mirror. I am not afraid to admit I am the heaviest I have ever been and I hate that. I am 5’4”, 20 Years old and I weigh 242 lbs. my new life began today after a huge fight with my mom. I got up off my lazy butt and went to the gym for two hours and it felt amazing!

In high school I was a competitive swimmer. I would work out 2-3 hours a day and have competitions on weekends. I was my smallest my junior year at 140 lbs and then I had two foot surgeries. After surgeries fertility treatment and a horrible marriage I end up where I am now.

Now divorced and with an amazing guy I wanna get back to myself again. My goal is first to get under 200 lbs. once that happens tongue piercing here I come.

Then I will move on once I hit 160 I will have my thigh tattoo finished! Ladies I can use all the help and advice I can get for the changes I am about to make for the rest of my life! TIA!