today I am happy! I have wanted children with my man for a long time, but after so long of him not feeling the same I started feeling like I didn't want children either. We went through a large rough patch in our relationship, ( not because of our seperate opinions on having kids together) but lately we've been doing a lot better. We had to take a break (which began as a break up) from each other to really realize what we wanted out of one another and also do take ownership for the things we could've done differently to stay happy together. Ever since we've been back together things have been just the way they were supposed to be now that we have our heads out of our asses. Long story short, he's decided he does want to begin a family with me! And since he's came to me with this news I've been starting to feel again like I want to have children. I'm so happy everthing worked out, I was so in love with him and was terrified we'd be over for good. I wanted nothing more than to make him a proud father. today, I am happy!!