Baby Dreams


I had a dream last night that I had 4 positive home pregnancy tests, and I just new this one was going to stick. It is not possible for me to be pregnant right now (AF is almost over). This dream left me reeling. I have been so sad all day. Some days it feels like we will never have another baby. Some days I feel okay about maybe not having another baby. We have a perfect little boy. Some days that feels like enough. Then there are days like today... days when I am consumed by sadness over my empty womb. Does anyone else feel this way?