I am tired..

I am tired of going shopping and not finding anything because the clothes are too small or too tight. I am tired of eating fast food and junk food and feeling bad after. I am tired of being obese. I am tired of feeling self conscious wherever I go. I am tired of looking at other females and wishing I had their body. I am tired of feeling disgusted with myself. I am tired of being LAZY. I will never reach my goals that way. I need to start doing this for me. Whenever I start I don't finish.. But the weight is starting to catch up to me. I need to stop being the way I am. I need to make a change..