Small Rant

AF showed up this morning and honestly I'm so depressed that I'm just done with this whole TTC experience. I've done and tried everything and each month I just get more and more disappointed in myself and my body . I know everyone is trying to be supportive and they tell me to keep my chin up, "it'll happen" but I just can't hear it anymore. I don't know what else I'm suppose to do?! My husband is trying to be supportive but it doesn't come off like he cares or knows what I'm going through which he doesn't. I know he hasn't dreamed his whole life of having kids and a family and he doesn't get that every month AF shows up its like someone punched you in the stomach and stabbed you in the heart. I know he loves me and he says he wants kids but I'm sure it doesn't bother him seeing his 20 year old cousin pregnant or all the pregnancy announcements on facebook like it does me. Just so sad and don't know where to go from here. Thanks for listening