Ok so I don’t really even know where to start.. I’m 20yo and have been with my husband since January this year and we’ve been married since may. I got pregnant shortly before the wedding and we love each other very much and I couldn’t imagine being with anyone else. But finances have been tough and I’ve tried working but it’s hard for me to find an easy office job due to lack of experience and food work is to hard on me with the pregnancy. I’m always tired or not feeling good in someway so I rarely do housework and so my husband does it all and we barely get by. I still offer to work to help with money but he just says it’s pointless or that nobody will hire me because I’m pregnant and then he tells me after our baby is born that me working would still be pointless because my job would just pay for daycare so I might as well not work. I feel like the only point in me living now is to take care of my baby and I love my baby, but I just feel like it’s not enough. I feel like my husband resents me because I don’t do enough. He even told me today that the reason he won’t have sex with me is because nobody wants to have sex with someone who puts themselves down like I do. He was just upset I’m sure but it hurt. I don’t know what to do anymore and I feel like all I do is burden everyone around me. Honestly the only reason I’m still alive at this point is because I’m pregnant.