My husband and I have been trying for 3 years. Every month so far has been disappointment, but this is the first time I have bawled my eyes out. It just started flowing after my husband asked when I was suppose to see AF, told him, and he said "right, on schedule then" after we had just finished having sex. Never, and I mean never, have I cried about it. So tonight is our first BFN uncelebration.

Unkownst to our regular server at our favorite restaurant, she gave me extra wine because I told her I was cramping too bad to sit in our usual seats.

I'm not sure why this month was so hard and hoping that if there are more...they don't amount to me bawling my eyes out after sex.