I feel like shit

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My hubby and I have been ttc for 2 years and I'm happy for the lucky ladys who have bfp and baby bumps but it also makes me jealous and sad. When is it going to be my turn? I feel like it all my fault I have a hormonal imbalance and it makes things difficult my hubby is amazing and understanding and says it will happen when it happens but one of our friends just found out she's pregnant and I am so happy for her but it still hurts to not have that amazing blessing too. I hate feeling like that and I get so mad at myself but I can't help it no matter how hard I try not to now I keep getting baby bump pics and I just cry what is wrong with me? It gets harder and harder to be positive about my own situation I'm about to give up I can't take much more I'm doing everything I can I'm in my tww so I guess we will see what happens. if you can please pray for all the expecting moms out there with me. Cuz everyone needs god's love