So I was having twins and one was a boy one was a girl I’ve been wanting a girl for damn near half my life and considering I already have 3 boys it’s something I was extremely excited for. I went to the hospital on Monday and ended up miscarring the girl now that I’m having a boy yet again I am very depressed and honestly am no longer excited for this coming baby. I know I sound selfish but this is literally my last chance to have another child and I’m very sad and overwhelmed. I’m not getting any type of support from the child’s father either it’s a bad situation all around.