After years and years of taking this guys crap! I finally decided to leave him! for the sake of my 1 year old and baby #2 that is on its way. There's no way in hell you can ever be happy with an alcoholic/drug addict specially when their nasty attitude shows in front of other people. I'm only sad that I didnt do this sooner! I called my job that I had 2 years ago and was told I could totally get it back ASAP and I'm so grateful. God has better plans for my kids and I, I'm scared but excited to start our journey. Ladies please please remember you cannot help someone who doesnt want to be helped!!! Dont try and force help on anyone because you will waste your energy on something so worthless.