Ugh so mad at myself. Took a test at 10dpo and got this!?

Paige

I don’t know why I keep doing this to myself. Told myself I would wait till after 10dpo to test... took two today. One this morning with an indent and this now... I just wanna freaking know 😫😫😫 going crazy over hereeeeee. 13 months ttc #2 and counting.