POAS Anonymous : admitting I have a problem

Ok so I have gotten some very faint positives, but then later on definitely negative.

I am 11dpo due to (hopefully not) start AF Monday or Tuesday. I tested this morning and I had to hold it at a certain angle to see the line and my husband thinks I’m making him as crazy as me, because he says he sees it too. Lol

should I wait and not test tomorrow ? It is so hard I am POAS ADDICT and I’m out of control!!!

Here was my test earlier today with SMU: maybe it’s negative and I’m losing my damn mind.

P.S. I have PCOS - and yes it’s a B*tch.