2 days late and scared to test!!

this month of had every possible sign that I'm probably prego but I'm scared to see another bfn so I'm waiting I know y'all will say test but come on I can't handle another plain nope in my face if I'm not. I know a few days late is within the norm but I was getting my af religiously on the 23rd up till last month I got it on the 21st this month same day was expected but nope. I also had a baby dream and multiple tarot cards coming up saying yes baby is coming but I just don't know. been nauseas guess we will wait and see 😪😫😖