Fed up


I just found out that my best friend (cousin in law) is pregnant today. She called me as soon as she took the test. They've been trying ONE MONTH. No one else knows. I'm so happy for her and my husband and I are going to be the godparents. However, God I'm sad, a little jealous, and am pretty sure I've slipped into depression. I've been trying for 3 years. I'm starting to really believe that this isn't gonna happen for me. Maybe it's not in my plans and I just am feeling so incredibly broken. I take Pregnitude twice a day, my husband takes Evolution60 twice a day, and we use Preseed..I'm tired.